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Situationship

 Have you ever been unsure about your own feelings? More likely about whether these feelings are right or wrong?

It's feels close but far at the same time.

It feels comfortable every time he's around you but some of yourself must aware that there is no binding relationship. Simultaneously afraid, whether this is just filling a momentary emptiness or true comfort.

All i know right now is i'm happy to be around him, and also my biggest fear is that this feeling appears in the middle of long-standing friendship.

It's feel romantic, more than friendship but in grey area. Struggle with my own feelings, ask God for guidance and still waiting. 
f*** this feeling. 

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